Garden of Eden

What have i been up to...

Fri. went to Garden with a bunch of the guys since it was Asian Night and Eric knew one of the promoters. I felt like VIP that day.. we didn't have to wait in line.. and we got to sit next to the fireplace where it's roped off to only ppl on the guest list. Guarding the ropes was a bouncer who would only let ppl on the list inside. hahaha..

I got pretty wasted, we were drinking Vodka XO and a few Midori Sours - and after a few hours later i was gone. I haven't been this trashed in a very long time. I could barely walk.. we went to Erics house after, and i passed out for a few hours before i woke up and went home. I dunno how i got home either..

Sat. Wasn't a good idea to go drinking the night before cuz i was scheduled to work 12-9.. OUCH! and since it's holiday times, the mall was packed and very busy. After work i came home and passed out.

Sun. I had a very good dream in the morning - so i didn't want to wake up and eventually overslept. I was 1 hour late to work, and the managers weren't too happy. They gave me a lil bit of attitude.. but it's like.. wtf. Screw them. I'm an asset!

Mon. I had an on-call today, but i think the store manager was still angry i was late the day before cuz she told me i could stay home on a holiday season. I was like.. err "THANKS!" hahahahaha... i really wanted today off so i could do house chores i've been putting off for the longest time.

I did a lot of things today, and it took like 4-5 hours..

1. Laundry
2. Dropped off clothes to dry clean and 1 pant to get altered.
3. Washed my bed sheets and redid them so that the bottom mattress is now covered and wont' look all ghetto.
4. Threw away a lot of empty boxes and trash.
5. Reorganized my DVD's and stored AC away, and organized my closet.
6. Cleaned the bathroom with Lime away.. everything is shimmering shiny.
7. Cleaned the kitchen/bathroom floor with Pine Sol
8. Got a clean rag, and cleaned the top of all appliances and computer/TV. No more dust.
9. Vacummed every inch of the carpet.

I also tried to iron a few shirts the other night, and i'm so horrible at ironing.. it's no joke.

Hmm.. i also watch "The Average Joe" tonight.. and HAHAHAHAH.. there are 3 average joes left the pretty girl has to choose from, and the producers decided to throw a curve ball at them. The suprise was 3 new contenders that enter the game now, but the catch is that they are all VERY handsome. HAHAHA.. so will the girl be shallow and go for the cute guys.. or go for personality. My money is on the good looking guys. haha.

Ironing Dress Shirts

i did some shopping today.. got a tree coat hanger. I dislike folding clothes at home cuz i do it all day at work. So i usually just lay it around the floor.. and it doesn't work for me since i'm so organized. Hence, i got it so i can hang it on a stick rather than lay it on the floor.

I also got a board + iron. I'm trying to iron my clothes after washing them cuz they are so wrinkly. I always wondered why it took my mom so long to give me my dress shirts back - it's cuz she was too lazy to iron them. haha.

I also got a weight scale -.. i'm going to keep track of my weight every week and try to set goals for myself. Currently, i'm at 188lbs. I plan on a goal of 160. that's 28lbs in the next 6 weeks. W00T FIGHTING! or PHAI TING (korean sty-o).

Third Leg Syndrome

Had a drink with James today.. cuz nobody else would pick up their phones. Pae doesn't call me anymore.. i usually have to call him to figure out if he wants to do anything. He says he doesn't call me cuz i usually reject his offers.. but i think other wise. His been hanging out with Judy a lot these days.. it's better for me to let him have his fun. Being a third leg is the worst case scenario. I wonder if i had a girlfriend - i would spend all my time with her and leave my friends in the exhaust pipe. Who knows.. never had a gf that lasted more than 3 months so i wouldn't know.

The drama between me and Simon is over i think.. apparently Jinah (his gf) told him sum stuff that upset him. Most of it is bs.. totally made up BS to get some heat off her shoulders. Using me as leverage and get her way in things. But why "use" me.. i have only been nice to her. Dumb bitch. Girls are useless.. if i haven't said it yet.. i'll say it again - i give up on girls. I think living on my own is good enough for me right now.

I'm ranked like 270th in the world for Warcraft III FT for 3v3 random team game. That's pretty damn good. I think i'm going to start playing 1v1 solo.. 3v3 is all about how lucky u are what kind of teammates you get.

I should go shopping tomorrow for food.. and get a video. y3ah!

Inspired

Haven't felt like blogging lately. Yong used to sing, "I have drama in my life".. ahha in a fob tone which was funny. I sing that song these days. I DON'T WANT DRAMA! GO AWAY!

I remember back in the days, i would sit in front of the computer for hours.. chatting.. and wouldn't miss a beat of ppl who wanted to converse. But these days, i'm either playing a game that fills my entire screen - or watching tv on my bed, so someone says, "Hi".. and when i dont' respond, they log off. -__-; if you are one of those persons.. i apologize it was NOT intentional.

Yong came over the other night.. it was fun seeing him again. Also nice to have someone @ my crib to hang out with overnight. We ate Ramen the first night, and Boba and PC Bang. It was good times. 2nd night we had some really good KOrean BBQ, Boba again, and talked about the good old days..

I got some new inspiration to do well in school.. it's funny how the least likely ppl will inspire you sometimes. I stayed all day in school today studying. WOW.

I wanna go to Halloween Haunt @ knotts berry farm..

I want to be a success!

I've been procrastinating. I need to start on that damn essay. I went to VR for the first time in a while yesterday and it was same'o same'o. Nothing changed.. still the same scene with the same ppl. I realized once again why i stopped going. I think the best times to go clubbin is on a special occasion with all your friends. A batch of guys isn't much fun.

Other than that, i have been thinking about my life - and how maybe i should drop out of College and use the time i have to start a business, help my dad's business, try to get hired as a college drop out, or move back home and leech off my parents. Haha.. i dunno. You know those success stories you watch on TV? Those ppl just decided on something spontaneously and did it. Like one guy went from Texas to LA with $100 bucks on his pocket and became a millionaire by taking some chances. These ppl just had nothing to loose.. and lived life by it's last string. I wanna be a success story. But i'm so lazy.

Corny Poem

It's been a long time seen I've been out to LA.. I've been just working hard these days studying and working at BR. I guess not partying around has given me a lot of time to think and just reminisce about the past. I came around a zipped file that was in my computer for a while. A memory i have been trying to forget. But i realized that instead of forgetting i should leave it at that.. a good memory.

During the days that i was in total uncontrollable love, i got a weird emotion of poetics. I wrote a poem for a girl once.. it was the only poem i have ever wrote for a girl - and i wish to write it here and share it with some of you.
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If i was the earth,
i would write love songs in the sand

If i was water,
i would cool you with my soothing touch

If i was fire,
i would burn forever to keep you warm

If i was the sky,
i would use the clouds to powder our love

If i was nothing but a man,
i would undo myself to be with you

But i realize i'm not just a man
because i'm with you.


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I did some pretty corny stuff back in those days. i sorta miss them while other times i think it was just silly. Who would have known it would have came to this. These korean dramas i've been watching have been giving the motivation to become a more charismatic person. "bun ee gee it nun namja"

Two of my co-workers quit the other day.. Raul and Eric.. whom i was pretty close with. I will miss them since they made my day go by faster @ work. There's a lot of new ppl at work these days after we finished our holiday hiring. Some of them seem to be coo while others are pretty stuck up.

I'll try to update more frequently.. i forgot half the things that happened during the past few days.. hmm.. wait, nothing happened - which is the reason i don't remember anything.

Mariposa

damn.. thursday was badass.. lots of fun at Mariposa. I'm sure to go there again.

Fri, just rested all day and did some chores around the house like laundry, dishes, etc. I went to UCLA to visit my cousin Hoon.. and that's it.

Sat, went to Shik Do Rak with Simon, Jinah, James, and Jay. Good food.. i'm stuffed.