Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Insomnia

Can't sleep.. must sleep.. but just can't!  How often do you lie in bed trying to sleep, but can't.  You are tired, and feel like sleeping, but it just never comes.  I haven't been able to sleep well the past couple of days because i feel tense with anxiety.  Been having many thoughts on different paths i must take in the next 2 months and it's annoying me.

I want to move back to California.  I can't stand it here in NY anymore.  It's too damn lonely and gloomy.   The people here are also def. not the same as back home.. different lifestyles means different personalities that i haven't been able to mesh with quite well.

If my job wont' let me transfer back to California, what do i do?  Look for another job?  Quit?  Take a vacation?  If i move back to Cali, where do i live?  What city?  What car to buy?  AAARRRRGGGG..

Insomnia.. i can't sleep. 

5 comments:

  1. I've been having a ton of trouble sleeping lately too. I think I have something called "hypersomnia", it's good reading if you haven't heard of it before haha. What are you doing for work these days?

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  2. Online Media Analysis Manager. Might be time for a change..

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  3. Ahh I see, what do you do for that? But yeah you should come back to Cali, not that I've been to the East Coast much...

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  4. Analytics, sit in front of the computer looking at Excel and Power Point all day. :)

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  5. Yuck I see, I dunno if I could hold down a desk job!! Well, if the money's there...

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